Ok, so in primary school there was this girl, she had brunette, straight, silky long hair. i remember i really liked that. although i was way to young for it to be onanistic.

@manu

onanistic is derived from onanism, although i doubt it that 'onanistic' is a real english word, but anyway... maybe intersting to know, but a little off topic:

Onanistic is derived from the biblical name Onan. Currently Onanism is a synonym for masturbation, but this is actually wrong, here's why. Onan was the second son of Judah. In the story, God ordered Onan, as was an old jewish tradition, to marry Tamar, the widow of his deceased brother, and have a baby with her. Onan didn't want Tamar to get pregnant, so every time they had sex, Onan would have his semon drip on the floor, instead of ejaculate inside of the woman. This is what is called 'coïtus interruptus'. But the curch wrongfully interpreted this as Onanism and called it a sin afterwards... so yet another mistake of the them :-) [i hope not to offend anyone!]

i know this because i wrote a little essay a while ago, and this was also discussed so i looked it up then, thought maybe you would be interested.

Anyway, back to long hair. So the first long haired lady i saw on the internet was Penny Lynn. Penny had the same kind of hair as the girl i remembered from primary school... So maybe Freud was right after all? Couple of years later, we had a reunion of primary school. So we all met at our old school in my old hometown, and yes, she was there. After that a couple of us met again to share the pictures we had taken [this is all some years ago before digital camera's], and afterwards i stayed over at her appartment. it's sometimes weird how things go in live...