Just spent a wonderful night with my soon to be wife. Here my events of reality from the night.

Real sex of intimacy is very very far from porn. Porn is not reality.You might masturbate to porn but when u do same real life u might not get the feeling u always dreamt of. Now for hairjob its the same , it's far from what we see in the videos, the real feeling of hairjob is far from the feeling we get from videos. For me I love hair when I see I mean the length the shine the texture the volume it looks so sexy but during hairjob it's doesnot feel heavenly , I guess I like seeing hair and hairjob but the real feeling is very different in reality. Real love or intimacy is very different and different for all people, never set porn or any of these videos as your base for feelings . Had a blowjob too but didnot feel any thing thought it would be out of world feeling but not , I liked handjob more than blowjob. In porn we might like some pose but in reality we might not. I think I have to stop watching porn and all these to bring my mind back to reality, these doesnot mean I will stop appreciating long hair , I will still appreciate long hair but I know the reality now . After spending a night with my soon to be wife I felt sex is more about the eye which looks sleepy because she feels safe with you, the hug, the kiss, the touch thay tingles her, the warmth, the trust, the feel of each other's body, the love bite, the cuddle then the love or sex u seen on the porn . Sorry for the long post , I am bit drunk I admit, but wanted to share my feelings so here is my 2 cents