Anya
You've been a fantasy to millions. But your priorities must come first. It's your life and you know what is most important. I don't know why you did what you did on the internet but I sure enjoyed them.....a LOT.
Stick with family....everybody else are just strangers.
I can easily speak for everyone here, we wish you happiness and health every day.
Everything else you need will come to you when it's the right time. We would love to see you back but we know life is a series of 'hello's' and 'goodbyes'
If it's time for 'goodbye' again, we'll understand.
PS if there are any video links left feel free to email me any time you can.
Brusher