Hello Anya,
First of all it is very nice to hear from you and to know that you are OK and happy as far as possible this moment. Secondly of course it is really sad to hear about your father. It might be poor to say but sometimes we all go through tough times. When it comes to decide to come back ot not, just follow your own way and think about that by fighting back you will become stronger. Your hair is of course amazingly gorgeous but it is not only your hair that makes you a wonderful person. Do not forget we all love you xxx.
I would be very grateful to receive the links
Bob