It was wonderful to see your videos, and I am deeply saddened to what has happened to your father... I know how you feel... I wish you the absolute best in your journeys ahead of you, and I will be saying many many prayers for you and your family. You are so genuine, a kind hearted soul. I will miss you, but if you need anything, and I mean ANYTHING? Like if you need someone to talk to. I will listen. I'm here if you need anything. God bless. And like I said I will be saying many prayers.