Brusher, you stud!
I totally understand what you said about the "power" it had over you. That's one thing I absolutely enjoy... the powah! Men, for the most part (imo), are supposed to be strong, masculine, tough, the alpha-ish figure, etc.; and to have the ability to bring them to their knees, pleasurably so, is a big turn on for me. I'm pretty tiny: 4' 10" & a whole 90 lbs soaking wet (a real threat, eh?), so to have that control over a man is freaking awesome!
I got the powah!
xoxo,
Anya