Real physical experience vs seeing

by longhairobserver

I'm a Indian guy in US with a Latin girl friend with very thick silky straight long hair that goes past her bottom. I intent to marry her and I request "some" respect when posting comments while you can imagine anything. This is first ever post here despite seeing this forum for as long as it existed. I have a reason for posting this because I dreamed about having a girl with long hair and it happened. It is not like the same as I thought it would be and I want to share it and know how everyone else has felt.


My girl friend has the best hair to my liking. Silky, thick, super long and feels amazing on my skin when I touch. Still, I don't enjoy or crave for things like - wrapping her hair around my penis or something like that. I don't want to cum in her hair and make it messy. I want to pull her hair a bit but not really try to ride her like a horse. The list goes on as the stories, porn or whatever feels amazing to see. But, I felt that the physical doesn't seem the same to me at the least.


I felt that what I like to see is different from what the actual experience of it means. I still come to his forum, see cam girls, YT, IG etc despite having a actual loving lady with long hair. She understand me well and even encourages me to masturbate. I have not done that yet in front of her, but I'm curios to know if anyone else felt that there is a difference between what we imagine/see online vs being in real with long hair.