Gee Anya I wish I could say thank you for posting...but crap, I feel bad for you. I hope you are physically okay but can tell you are far from mentally okay - those type bruises take way longer to heal.
Best wishes to you whichever direction the future takes you. Sure, we'd all love to see you continue the website, photos, videos, etc...maybe even guest star with you in a few here and there That said, it probably is far more complicated than we could really understand.
FWIW - I'm close to level fuck it with a relationship I'm in. Guess I can identify a bit with how you feel.
LEONA - Thanks to you for being a good friend to someone who is a friend to all of us. I always knew you were a angel with golden blonde hair!