Hi Anya,

Thank you very much for stopping by and clarifying things. I'm really sorry to hear that you're in such a dark spot at the moment and really hope things will lighten up for you soon.

Hopefully you'll be able to take some rest, step back and reflect on what is really important for you. Unfortunately it's sometime necessary in life to go through deep valleys to reach high peaks afterwards, as we say in Dutch

If there is anything I can do to help, anything at all, please don't hesitate to contact me.

Wishing you strength and peace of mind,

ninja